23/05/54 15:54
So we broke up last night but he still owed me money and had some of my other stuff so I asked him to bring it round and all he said was “no i’m busy tonight” literally had to cry down the phone to get him to agree and bring it. Prick.
He got round and we sat in his car for abit and spoke, we were even like laughing with each other for a little while, but then that soon stopped and we argued and I cried and felt like a right idiot, I know deep down that it is the right thing to happen, but I feel like absolute shit, I’ve spent all day today at work checking my phone even though I know he’d never text me first.
My friends have been pretty good about it all though so got something to look forward to this weekend now, gonna go have a few drinks with them on Saturday night :)
21/05/2012 20:08
My boyfriend came over and literally said nothing, he wouldn’t even try and sort it out just kept blaming it on me for stupid reasons. Now I’ve been trying to text him and he’s not replying, which he knows winds me up so bad when he ignores me.
If I turned my phone off all night he probably wouldn’t even notice, he’s so selfish, yet makes me out to be the bad one :/
Also today though I started thinking about what I need to do to get fit, started off eating healthily then was so hungry, ended up eating shit when I got back from work and like now in the evenings I wanna go for a run but I’m literally the laziest person ever and just can’t be bothered. My boyfriends still got my bike at his house though, so I wanna get that back asap so I can do something rather then sitting in.
20/05/2012 20:48
Really feel like me and my boyfriend are going to end soon.
He pays me so little attention it’s unreal, he’d rather talk about cars or bikes, fair enough he has a hobbie, but he literally chooses his best friend over me everytime, to do stuff to his car, makes me so mad.
When I’m with him alone it’s absolutely fine and he’s the nicest person ever, just we seem to have nothing in common anymore, as soon as I wake up in the morning I just wanna come home and do my own thing.
Think he’s thinking the same though atm, so we’ll have to wait and see what happens.
